Feeling lonely as an adult isn’t just about not having enough friends or social connections.

Sometimes, it’s rooted in experiences from our childhood that have shaped not only our relationships with other people, but how we see ourselves, too. Understanding these connections can be eye-opening and potentially the first step towards healing. Here are 16 ways adult loneliness might be linked to childhood trauma.
1. You don’t really trust anyone.

If you experienced betrayal or inconsistent care as a child, it’s no wonder you don’t really trust people as an adult. However, not being able to fully rely on anyone can prevent you from having deep, rewarding relationships. You might keep people at arm’s length, always waiting for the other shoe to drop, which can lead to a sense of isolation even when you’re surrounded by people.
2. You have a fear of abandonment.

Childhood experiences of abandonment, whether physical or emotional, can lead to an intense fear of being left alone as an adult. This fear might cause you to either cling too tightly to relationships or avoid them altogether, both of which can result in feelings of loneliness. You might find yourself constantly anticipating rejection, which can create a self-fulfilling prophecy.
3. You struggle with emotional intimacy.

If your emotional needs weren’t met as a child, you might find it hard to open up and be vulnerable with people as an adult. Struggling with emotional intimacy can stand in the way of true connection, leaving you feeling lonely even when you’re around people. You might keep conversations superficial, avoiding topics that require emotional depth.
4. You have low self-esteem.

Childhood trauma can significantly impact self-esteem. If you grew up feeling unworthy or unlovable, you might carry these beliefs into adulthood. Having such low self-esteem can make you feel like you don’t deserve meaningful relationships or that people wouldn’t want to be around you, leading to self-imposed isolation and loneliness.
5. You don’t know how to set boundaries.

If your boundaries weren’t respected as a child, you might struggle with setting and maintaining healthy boundaries as an adult. This can lead to either being too guarded, pushing people away, or letting people take advantage of you. Both scenarios can result in unsatisfying relationships and feelings of loneliness.
6. You engage in people-pleasing behaviour.

Childhood experiences of conditional love or approval can lead to people-pleasing tendencies in adulthood. While this might seem like a way to connect with people, it often results in superficial relationships where you don’t feel truly seen or understood. This can lead to a deep sense of loneliness, even when surrounded by people who seem to like you.
7. You have a negative self-image.

Childhood trauma can distort your self-perception. If you grew up being criticised or made to feel inadequate, you might carry a negative self-image into adulthood. This can make you feel like you’re not worthy of genuine connections, leading to self-isolation and loneliness.
8. You struggle with emotional regulation.

Childhood trauma can impact your ability to manage emotions effectively. As an adult, you might find yourself overwhelmed by your feelings or struggling to express them appropriately. Emotional dysregulation can make it tough to maintain stable relationships, contributing to feelings of loneliness.
9. You have a fear of vulnerability.

If vulnerability was punished or exploited in your childhood, you might develop a fear of opening up to anyone. This fear can prevent you from forming deep, meaningful connections in adulthood. You might keep your guard up, sharing only surface-level information about yourself, which can lead to a sense of disconnection and loneliness.
10. You don’t even know how to recognise healthy relationships.

Childhood trauma can skew your understanding of what healthy relationships look like. As an adult, you might find yourself drawn to unhealthy or toxic relationships because they feel familiar. This pattern can leave you feeling lonely, even when you’re in a relationship, because your emotional needs aren’t being met.
11. You struggle with social anxiety.

Childhood experiences of rejection or ridicule can lead to social anxiety in adulthood. This anxiety can make social interactions feel daunting, causing you to avoid them altogether. Even when you do socialise, you might feel on edge, unable to fully engage, which can result in feelings of loneliness even in social settings.
12. You have a tendency to self-sabotage.

If you internalised negative beliefs about yourself or relationships during childhood, you might unconsciously sabotage potential connections in adulthood. This could involve pushing people away when they get too close, or finding faults in people to justify not getting involved. While this might feel like self-protection, it often leads to isolation and loneliness.
13. You struggle with perfectionism.

Childhood experiences of harsh criticism or unrealistic expectations can lead to perfectionism in adulthood. This perfectionism might extend to your relationships, causing you to set impossibly high standards for yourself and other people. When these standards inevitably aren’t met, you might withdraw, leading to feelings of loneliness and disconnection.
14. You find it hard to ask for help.

If your needs were dismissed, or you were made to feel burdensome as a child, you might struggle to ask for help as an adult. This can lead to a sense of isolation, as you try to handle everything on your own. You might push away offers of support, inadvertently reinforcing your loneliness.
15. You have a fear of conflict.

Childhood experiences of intense or violent conflicts can lead to a fear of any kind of disagreement in adulthood. This fear might cause you to avoid confrontations at all costs, even when it means suppressing your own needs or opinions. While this might seem like a way to maintain harmony, it often leads to unfulfilling relationships and a sense of not being truly known or understood.
16. You struggle with emotional numbness.

Sometimes, childhood trauma can lead to emotional numbness as a coping mechanism. As an adult, this numbness might persist, making it tough to form emotional connections. You might go through the motions of relationships without feeling truly engaged, leading to a profound sense of loneliness and disconnection from those around you.